Direktlänk till inlägg 5 december 2011
Life acn be a struggle, but we all are heading towards the same destiny.
But no one can say when and where, it´s a spurice.
Youmay get very old, and still, you can die right after you´re beeing born.
Just wait and see, whats your desteny is.
It´s a suprice
They can fligh planes high up in the air.
Totally sureal.
They makes a landing and you comes out in another country.
You can cross the street in the wrong second, and there comes your suprice.
The meaning of life is jut to know, that you don´t know, a thing!?
About life!
It´s always gonna be a suprice.
We could figure out a A-bomb!
That destroys whole citys in on big bang.
But we can´t figure out how to really protect us from mosquitos.
Thous two has probebly killed the same amont of people.
One thing we build, one thing nature nutured to life.
How things can be a suprice.
WHY DOES WE MAKE THINGS TO DESTROY AND KILL?
When Mother Earth can do that for us, tsunamies, eartquaks!
Napalm, radioactivwaist.
Same shit, but so, so diffrent.
We makes cigarets and narcotiks, we make medicine and lifesuporting machines that help us keep folks alive after abusing something we have made.
It seem like it always is an opposite to everything!
The good and evil, the good, the bad the ugly.
That can be just one man.
And not ugly at sight, but ugly in mind.
You can´t tell from the start, who´s gonna be what.
Hitler vs Ghandi.
That just become that way.
Suprice
And a gen can give you terminal cancer, a gen can make you a genius.
A lifetime is like a lottery.
Everone is in the game.
You can win ore you can loos!
That is gonna be a suprice.
You can be born in the "right" contreys, you can be born in the "wrong".
I vs U.
You can have all you wish for in life.
And you can hae nothing.
thats just tradgic!
Suprice.
You can have manny natural talents.
And you can be handed nothing for free...
You can have Spencer Bell as your biggest idol.
And that poor guy died, off a hughe tumore.
Very young.
He was gifted with a musical gen.
But never got to explor life full out.
He got bouth a pricce in the lottery but the biggest lost.
I guess he´s just a tourist now, where eer he went after his deth.
Thats gonna be a suprice.
But if you thing nothing is gonna happend when you dies.
That you just gonna be gone.
ANd then when your time will come, and you fall asleep for the last time.
And you see, there, your all beloved deer and near.
Waiting for you.
Thats a happy suprice!
So if everything is a suprice, what should you expect?
I tell you the biggest cliché.
Expekt the unexpekted!
That is something you can´t do!
But you fucking have too.
Becous everything is gonna be a suprice in the future!
still alive... ska på börja en bipolär utredning fårse hur detta går.. ...
at heart iaf... fan ja ska träffa dr idag. blandade känslort.. vet faktiskt ärligt talat inte hur stabil ja e själv vid de här laget.... de e ju sån otrolig skillnad på livet ut än inne på psyk.... skit sam ...
andra dagen på beroende... forfarande lpt, besöksförbud och nässprays stop..hehe de sista e ju bara skrattretande. äter choklad tills jag spyr. på sanning... hehe.. de kan aldrig vara nyttigt.. men de e ju en trigger i belöningscentrat å får ja int...
de verkar inte som LPT avskrivs idag. men ja får flytta upp till mitt "andra" hem så att säga.. vet verkligen inte om de e bu lr bä.. så satans lugnt på denna avdelning. lugnt och skönt me några riktigt goofeyn hehe... ...
Snart kommer gullet me käk. ska lyxa till de med en burger... från macce D. gillar de inte men ibland så får man ju crawings... nej ja e inte gravid.. bara en sucker för fast food... nu när ja inte har frigång så är de ju dock ingen bra combo....
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